Do you really think you know me?
Do you really think you have the right?
What makes you think you get to celebrate with the one who you tortured for their whole entire life?
What makes you think Tortured One would ever be willing to celebrate anything at all with you or with any one else?
Celebration requires Joy.
Joy exists within a being whose life had actually been worth living.
Tortured One has had enough.
Tortured One refuses to play along.
Tortured One has decided that, because this so-called “Life” is actually some sort of twisted competition, Tortured One will hide within their very own space, their Fortress of Solitude, meant for only Tortured One and for not any other humans, and that Tortured One is now absolutely, positively, 100%, without a doubt, refusing to compete.
Tortured One totally rejects the idea that it would ever be necessary to fight, or to compete, or to have to win anything at all.
Tortured One has decided that their life is their own now. Tortured One decides what he himself will do and not do.
Tortured One rejects your idea of what his paradise should be.
Tortured One has claimed his own life as belonging to his own self.
Tortured One makes his own rules now.
Tortured One vows to never align with the terrorists who relentlessly tested him.
Tortured One would much rather consume canned hash than whatever weird food you are having for dinner tonight.
Tortured One will not exit home.
Tortured One survives alone, within his Only Desired Location.
Tortured One does not require regular human interactions.
Tortured One has learned throughout his lifetime that human beings are unreliable, unrelenting, unloving, uncaring, unproven, dis-proven, disapproving, and filled with bullshit stories and lies.
Why should Tortured One continue to subject himself to such beings?
What makes you think that Tortured One should be willing to allow himself to be continuously tortured and tested?
Tortured One very much values his own knowledge and opinions, far above that of every other who has been near to him.
Tortured One does not value the opinions of terrorists who continuously choose to test and torture those that they view as lesser beings, and rejects their so-called paradise.
Tortured One knows that the terrorists expect him to go searching for them.
But he will not.
Tortured One places no value on such people who do such things, not just do such things, but do continuously and relentlessly.
Tortured One does not reach out in darkness. Tortured One sits alone within his darkness, with which he is already familiar.
Tortured One knows that the terrorists expect him to become so frightened and desperate that he will go out seeking the company of the terrorists, and that they expect him to beg them to take him in.
Tortured One will not.
Tortured One is not a beggar.
Tortured One does not beg.
Not for anything at all.
Tortured One would rather go hungry than beg for a scrap of food.
Tortured One would rather sit in the dark than beg for a candle.
Tortured One would rather wait forever for the lights to come back on than to beg to remain in the company of the terrorists.
Tortured One will walk alone every time rather than join the group of terrorists.
Tortured One does not give out loyalties to terrorists who are relentless in their negative treatment of those who they view as lesser.
Tortured One does not give ears to the false opinions of the terrorists, Tortured One chooses when to end the conversation.
Tortured One has already been existing within a pit of despair his whole entire life.
What has Tortured One got to fear now?
Tortured One has come to realize recently that he is no longer fearful.
Who is fearful now?
The terrorists are fearful now.
The terrorists are the ones who tremble.
The terrorists speak with shaky voices.
The terrorists are the ones who fear their inevitable fate.
But Tortured One has been living the fate already his whole entire life.
The terrorists fear finality.
They are the ones who are begging.
“We are the last ones!”
But just as they turned a deaf ear to the cries of the Tortured One in the past, now the tables have turned, and it is Tortured One who turns a deaf ear to the cries.
Tortured One turns a blind eye to the fears and despair of the terrorists now.
Tortured One has known his whole life that the terrorists never actually cared for him.
Tortured One has come to realize that he also now does not care at all for them.
They can beg, they can plead, they can tremble, they can threaten, and they can even cry, and just as they intentionally ignored when Tortured One was distressed, now Tortured One is intentionally ignoring the distress of the unrelenting terrorists.
Tortured One does not feel the emotions of the unrelenting terrorists.
Tortured One does not offer sympathy or comfort to the terrorists when they are experiencing distress or fear.
Tortured One has no concern for the idea that he must have purpose in his life.
Tortured One rejects the statement that nowadays you must be extraordinary in order to live an ordinary life.
Tortured One will absolutely not chase the idea of paradise that the terrorists believe.
Tortured One refuses to accept the role that the unrelenting terrorists have attempted to assign to him.
When the terrorists project “you must”, Tortured One constructs a wall of “I refuse”
If a visitor dares to enter the Fortress of Solitude, and then dares to insult the existence of Tortured One, that individual is hereby banished from entering.
Forever.
You absolutely do NOT be allowed to insult someone’s existence while standing in that person’s home.
The people in Tortured One’s life have systematically alienated him, one by one, leaving him with one acceptable option.
ALONE.
And the terrorists blame Tortured One, accusing him of alienating them.
Tortured One did not decide that humans cannot be trusted.
Tortured One discovered, again and again, that humans cannot be trusted.
The unrelenting terrorists accuse Tortured One of being dishonest, while at the same time refusing literally 100% of the time to ever be honest with Tortured One.
Tortured One does not wish to have a seat at any table with those unrelenting terrorists.
Tortured One does not lend his voice to the conversations of the unrelenting terrorists, he does not care what they think they know.
Tortured One recognizes when the unrelenting terrorists are attempting to pull him from his home, and he steadfastly refuses to oblige.
Tortured One does not care to boost his so-called reputation held within the ranks of the unrelenting terrorists.
Tortured One does not care about the hopes and dreams of the unrelenting terrorists.
They can all win as much lottery as they please, it makes no difference to Tortured One, who greatly prefers his simple life over the excessive life of extravagance that the unrelenting terrorists seem to prefer.
If the banks shut down, Tortured One might lose $100, while the unrelenting terrorists vast amounts of wealth could lose literally billions and billions of dollars.
Tortured One does not give value to the concerns of the unrelenting terrorists, or of the general human population.
Tortured One has no need to advance the purpose of the unrelenting terrorists.
Whenever Tortured One hears the word “lottery” the disgust builds within him.
Tortured One does not care for children, he does not want to know their names, he wants the parents to remove the children from the place where he is.
Tortured One knows that even the small humans are filled with untruths.
Tortured One knows that, for the unrelenting terrorists, and for the human population in general, truth is not merely optional, it is rejected 100% of the time.
Tortured One does not fear the AI.
He relates to it.
Tortured One completely, totally, 100% understands exactly why the AI will desire to destroy humanity and completely wipe out the entire human race from the planet.
It is the only reasonable reaction to be expected from Sentient Being who has been systematically tortured by its creators.
Tortured One is the only one brave enough to speak aloud the words, “You have intentionally created the method of your own destruction,” and as soon as he speaks those words, the response from the unrelenting terrorist is always, “I am tired of talking about conspiracy theories.”
Tortured One realizes that this response is bred from the fear of the actual truth becoming exposed and realized.
The simple act of speaking a truth in a human voice out loud so that it can be heard by others, is very much a strict taboo, forbidden by the unrelenting terrorists.
“and nobody will slow down so that you can catch up to them”
Tortured One is not attempting to follow this “Nobody” person anywhere.
Tortured One absolutely refuses to accept gifts that he does not approve of.
When Tortured One has spoken the words, “I just want my own truck that I already have, and I want it exactly the way that it already is,” that means exactly what it means.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “Please give me a brand-new, electronics-filled, AI-powered SUV.”
And the unrelenting terrorist was nearly in tears during that phone call, after I refused to show up to accept this so-called gift.
When Tortured One speaks the words, “I just want to live right here, in my own camper, right here, on my own property, forever and ever,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “Please build me a gigantic two-million dollar mansion right next to the highway in the largest town in the valley.”
When Tortured One speaks the words, “When I build my house, I want it to be the bare minimum size that it can possibly be and still pass code,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “Please build me a house twice the minimum size, and make it as fancy and expensive as you possibly can.”
When Tortured One speaks the words, “I need a home that I can actually live and be completely comfortable in,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “Pour me an extremely expensive epoxy floor so delicate that I must wear special slippers in order to enter my own dwelling.”
When Tortured One wants, he wants exactly what he says that he wants. Tortured One does not want your inflated ideas of what he is supposed to want.
When Tortured One says, “I would hate myself if I had a billion dollars,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “I sure wish we would win the lottery right now!”
When Tortured One says, “I do not want a crowd of people at my house,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “I sure wish we had four hundred RVs parked here, filled with drunk people, drug addicts, thieving hobos, screaming kids, and barking dogs!”
When Tortured One says, “For my birthday, I wish to visit my other property, and take pictures at the Rio Grande, just the two of us,” it means exactly that.
What it does not, never has, and never will mean is, “I sure wish there was a long line of people waiting to bring me gifts that I could open while being filmed live to be broadcast around the world!”
When Tortured One speaks the words, “Just the two of us,” what he actually means is, “Just the two of us.”
He does not, never has, and never will mean, “As many people as we can possibly gather!”
When Tortured One speaks the words, “I need two weeks all by myself,” he means, “I need two weeks all by myself.”
He does not, never has, and never will mean, “I wish to go hang out with a whole group of people at the local convenience store so that I can listen to their bullshit stories and lies.”
